Saturday, July 29, 2006




like his hair ^^
wow.. it's raining hard outside.. so im stuck here listening to The Hush Sound Take back everything you said- you never meant a word of it. wow.. i dunno but i'm really feeling emo right now... i feel like i wanted to do a lot more things but i cant coz im here.. like i wanna get out and do something crazy right now. must be the rain.. but know what i love the rain.. i love this emo thing im feeling right now. you know thayt feeling that kinda wanna makes you scream.. maybe i should put on mcr for a while...but really i feel like going out in the cold afternoon probably get myself a cofee somewhere then meet a cute guy with his hair all... great and stuff then do something crazy like go to an afi concert the fact that there is none here... argh... i hate it.. and love it.. like im so melodramatic right now maybe i should go write poem or sketch something... something really emo.. or in my case mushy

Friday, July 28, 2006

im here in commonwealth... liiving the suite life... it's 1:33 am in here... i wonder what's going on abroad... like what has afi or my chem been doing... i really wanna go to usa...


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i just watched Just My Luck.. i loved the movie!! it's a great film! you guys should watch it ^^ it somehow tells that there is a lucky person coz there is someone who is really in bad luck.. and no person is a jinx if there is no one lucky... well it's kinda like that... neither can exist without each other... ^^ Mc fly is great too.. specially doughie... that bassist guy...

Friday, July 21, 2006




ok... now i am confused... what happened to dolly parton and frank senatra??.. ok jade too??!! lol ^^





Davey west?? Gerard too?? i'm confused O_o lol and jade??

Sunday, July 16, 2006



me and the girls during a schoolgirl photoshoot..



that's clockwise darwin, rammel me and teeny ^^

I just watched Miss Murder video on Youtube for the 12th time. I was watching the director’s cut version… darn I love that song. Skinny girls are in now a days, the Helena girl, the Ghost of you girl and the Miss Murder girl… maybe I should be vegetarian or something. Like a week ago I really tried not to eat meat coz I really wanna loose 3 pounds.. lol Mean Girls. Nweize, all I ate were this instant noodles and a lot of fiber… I thought I was going to die… I mean frankly how do they live?? Well anyhow I have a technique, before you eat something meaty take a good look at your pet’s picture. The puppy dog eyes the waggy tail, any part of it may be in that juicy burger..hmm… if that didn’t work take a good look at any picture from rotten.com before you eat.. now that I assure will keep you away from meat and flesh…blood… if that didn’t work then wow…you’re tough! My last resorts… take a good look at Vince McMahon’s ass.. how all that meat fell into his butt….and still if that didn’t work then congratulations, Obesity is one step away coz you and meat belong together

Friday, July 14, 2006

we're hanging around here in SM manila, it's like the most famous mall here in the phil, my friend just bought a new ruby gloom shirt from american blvd... darn it and i saw a bullet for my valentine shirt there too, im really broke so i promised the shirt that i would come back for it next week... i wish that shirt wont leave me...

wow sorry the first entry should have been posted a week ago and the 2nd should have been 3 days ago.. darn it...

I saw Dani California three times this day, I mean I never was a Red Hot fan but the video was just so funny, specially the drummer! Even my mom enjoys watching it, my mom and I had this rock connection bonding session a little while ago, we just saw Afi on Trl and she predicted success for the band she was like, “Sisikat yan kita mo,,,sa husay nilang tumugtog” translation, “That band will become very famous you’ll see with the kind of music they play.. no doubt”, I’m very lucky I recorded the whole thing, there was this guy who gave his good comments in front of AFI.. boy even if I loved the band I couldn’t do that, giving comments face to face is like I don’t know awkward or something. And then I visited the message boards, I mean girls are just fighting over Gerard Way.. I mean ok he is…. Good looking .. fine hot..and all but darn these girls are like going gaga already! They are like, “we are perfect for each other” I mean… ok… no comment, just continue fan girling girls that’s really healthy. (Sooner or later you’ll end up with your some guy anyway).. Joking don’t kill me i understand really.. i do ^^

9 going 19

(note that we were speaking in the dialect)
My sister and I were watching The rockshow on channel V, apparently my sister was anticipating for the “Tears Don’t Fall” video by bullets for my valentine, I on the other hand got so hooked up with “Miss Murder”. Well it was already number three when we started watching and Panic at the Disco was up. My sister and I began chatting about my college applications, “You wanna hear what I want to do after college?”. She nodded her head, “Well” I started, “I’m going to get a crappy job that makes a lot of money maybe I’ll work my ass out for like 2 years and then I’m going to study again while working”, “What for??” My sister asked, “I’ll study fashion designing, it’s just a vocational course it wont take that long” I said, “Then with the money I have I’m going to start my own designs and labels” “I thought you’re going to work abroad” she said, “I am.. I’m going to start my business in America, Aunt Chiqui and Uncle Gus will help me, they have sweet lives there” I replied. “I thought we’d start our own band??” My sister asked. My sister Nyra, is a big fan of all the bands I listen to, AFI, The Used, My chemical romance, Fall out boy, Taking back Sunday, Bullet for my valentine and many more!. of course if I’m “the Cure and the Misfits fan”, my sister also built a rock reputation of her own, she is more hardcore than me, she listens to Three Days Grace, Rasmus and Korn not to mention Thursday, when she bought these CDs home she told me our neighbor lent it to her yeah I mean who would lend a nine year old these cds??and did I forgot to say she’s only nine… yep kids now a days….when I was nine… I was watching Sesame Street